I'm not saying motivation isn't strong. Actually I think it's a very strong force to push you and always been so for me. But if your motivation isn't for yourself, for your music, it will be very hollow. It will not have the same beauty. That's why my clone could never be better than me. My music was made with my heart, not for a need to be better than anybody else.

Perhaps what bothered him was this. Maybe he knew this.